Take 4: ***UPDATE*** Ciara in July…
So I have done it! I have overstressed myself to the point of LITERALLY making myself sick. I don’t know if its my friends, my family, my innumerable amount of choices in life, money, whatever! I have internalized it all so much that I have more than likely given myself an ulcer at the ripe ol’ age of 18. FanFUCKINGtastic right?
I’m not sure why it is that this month has brought about such an influx of change. Maybe I will notice this increase the closer I get to my birthday in November. All I know is that the year 2008 has brought me certain things: psychics, famous people, and complete relationship overhauls.
I have been presented with three psychics in a five month period. One I work with day in and day out. Now, they consider themselves to be clairvoyents or channels for the spirit world. They have all told me one thing…this is a year for change. To declutter and come into a relationship with the person I will be for the next 9-12 years. Admittedly, I have had many challenges in the last months that prove this is the case.
Now as for famous people… Between Warped Tour, Ace Young, and Johnny Lisco who was the opening act for A Fine Frenzy, I have met more musicians in five months than in my entire lifetime. I have had some nice conversations over the months with Mr. Lisco. Now as for Katy Perry, Mayday Parade, and Ace Young, I have autographs, but the experience was not quite as fun or rewarding as I might have liked it to be. Funny enough, Ace Young still has had the greatest impact on me to date. Why? Well because he is like me. We have the same birthday, same numerology number and are from the same Colorado air. And I must say, I have never felt more moved by a particular musician and their interperatation of life and music. Maybe the fame just hasn’t gotten to his head yet, or maybe it won’t. But I’ll tell you, this man is by far an example of how humble and human I hope to stay in my adventures for fame.
Relationship overhauls. For the first time in five years, I can really say that I am getting over Romeo. Its sad, disgusting, and annoying as hell, but its finally happening. I can feel it happening because I have been through it before. And friends, well, friends! Ugh! I am not the only one going through a LIFE overhaul but my friends are too. And luckily for me, I am that person that gets the brunt of their confusion during this time…not to mention anger, bitchiness, etc…
So there is a little update about me.
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