The Bachelorette and Me
So for those of you who know me, you understand my interest in astrology. You also understand my obsessive side, especially when it comes to certain…ahem…people over the years. Well…person. Well I have a reenactment of our not-relationship as shown on season 4 of The Bachelorette. Deanna Pappas, a Scorpio real estate agent is looking for love. After being rejected by former fellow Scorpio bachelor Brad Womack, Deanna got her second chance at love with 25 awesome men. Funny enough, despite having so many men to choose from…she set her eyes on Graham. Grahamis a Sagittarius Professional Basketball Player who had Deanna’s affections right away. Now when this tumultuous odd couple finally split in the show after his mother informing Deanna that he didn’t have relationships that lasted past 4 weeks and him completely shutting down…once again…I was surprised at the familiarity that accompanied my emotional reaction to the scene. And tonight, ladies and gents, I get it. I get that on some level I REALLY got it. That feeling of being afraid that you will pour your heart out and be standing there alone. That feeling of hoping that you didn’t just watch your one great love walk away because YOU told him to go. That feeling of having people say “I don’t know whether you two are about to make out or beat each other up”. Well, folks, and Deanna (in the event your boredom ever stumbles you upon this blog while Googling your name) I GET IT!!! Man oh man, I GET it! And I am going to give you all some fascinating viewing material to accompany my theory right about now. Enjoy!
Part 1 “Love is All You Need?”:
So folks, that breakdown that was advertised so much…it was because of Sag Graham! Psht.
Part 2 “Warning Signs”:
Part 3 “The Happening”:
Part 4- You know me, I have to put everything to music…;)
It makes me cringe 
But I thank God for not letting me get that close. And I realize now that had I been older and known what I truly wanted, I would have been able to let go too. And every day that I grow and learn what I truly want…well maybe, just maybe, it will feel less like giving up and more like gaining back a piece of myself.
